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On Monday, the 12th of July, my family and I had the unfortunate experience of being in Tirumala. A pilgrimage to the temple nowadays is fraught with humiliation and torture and I find it appalling that no measures are being taken to alleviate the distress of the millions of pilgrims that throng the temple daily. Access to the idol of the deity is now beyond the reach of the common man. There is a notional ticket scheme but its implementation has been short-sighted and heavy-handed. Pilgrims from outside Tirupati must now perforce have to wait for a day or two before they are guaranteed darshan. While this is understandable given the sheer volume of pilgrims that visit the temple every day, what begs questioning is why there has not been adequate dissemination of tickets at centres outside Tirupati. Currently, only Chennai and Hyderabad have this facility but given TTD's rationing one has to wait for at least a fortnight before making the trip. Even this may be overlooked keeping in mind once again Tirupati's immense popularity. However, over the past year the T.T.D has been demanding that tickets may not be bought by proxy and individuals are expected to appear at the ticketing centre and be subjected to fingerprinting much like the "indignities" we are so often found complaining about in U.S airports. I wonder how the T.T.D intends to address the issue of those who may find it difficult to make a trip to Chennai solely to be fingerprinted and purchase tickets or even stay in Tirupati for a day or two before any possibility of darshan is afforded to them. This brings me now to the shameful chasm the T.T.D drives in the way it prices its tickets.

On the day we were in Tirumala without a darshan ticket owing to unavoidable circumstances, the only option open to us was a "V.I.P" ticket priced at Rs. 2,500 for two. We were told that the usual darshan tickets were also being hoarded at the local bank and sold in black for upto five times the price. Not being in a position to afford the costlier option and not wanting to compromise on principles, we gambled on the only other alternative -- the sarvadarshan which was free of charge. Our family of four was herded along with hundreds of other pilgrims from the poorest that could not afford their daily meals much less T.T.D's ransom to the civil-minded middle class that balked at this state of affairs. For nearly nine hours, we were cruelly locked in a huge room that redeemed itself above the state prison only by virtue of its clean sanitary facilities, a meaningless closed-circuit television showing the effortless progress into the temple of pilgrims that could afford their position in the queue and regular hawkers peddling spurious bottled water and exorbitantly priced newspapers. Every time someone passed outside our gilded cage, or if there was movement in the "bay" adjacent to ours the entire mass of humanity rushed towards the single point of exit. It would need little more provocation to make matters even worse leading to stampeding and we counted our blessings every time this was averted. There were false assurances from contemptuous T.T.D "volunteers" from outside that we would be let out within the next two hours, the next thirty minutes, the next two minutes but no respite came. As night approached, the recedes further away were largely abandoned for proximity to the entrance into the temple. Amongst us were old men and women who could hardly walk a step without having to lean on their escorts as well as mothers nursing and cradling little infants. As the front rows were being successively filled, some of us had to resort to perch on precarious ledges and climbing over rails barefoot. It was admirable to see that spirits never seemed to flag as some sang hymns while others sang film tunes in their mother tongues.

Our optimism finally gave out and at half past midnight, some of the pilgrims stationed closer to the way out of the temple started clanking at the doors. It was shocking at first and increasingly distressing subsequently to find that our appeals went out to empty abandoned spaces. There was not a single "volunteer" to attend to any potential medical emergency where a minute's delay might be all the difference between life and death and given the number of senior citizens amongst us, an emergency was not all that unlikely. The drafts of cold winds from the rainy outside only exacerbated the situation with many coming down with draughts and colds. The elderly lady's attempts at the door finally were heeded by a local sweeper who retreated promising to bring back the keys. Thankfully unlike her senior counterparts, she made good on her promise and at a quarter to one, with nothing to show for our long arrest and nothing to hope for, we meekly opted out of the deceptively enticing sarvadarshan. I have heard tell from my parents of episodes where thousands have been unquestioningly held captive for as long as three to four days whilst they had nothing but their sweat, fatigue and nausea for companions but I lived it first-hand that night and found it unbearable after nine hours. It intrigues me if I should think my fellow sojourners forbearing for, or intimidated into subjecting themselves to such harsh treatment.

For all the money that swells the coffers at the temple, such callousness can have no alibi. I am sure the T.T.D considers the upkeep of the temple premises and well-being of its own to be of paramount importance but it needs to be reminded immediately that ultimately to attend to its patronage should be its foremost duty. There is massive misuse of resources which comes as no surprise but should still be looked into by the temple authorities. To start with, the T.T.D should look into whether any blackmarketing malpractices are being indulged in at its ticket counters at various banks. Secondly, the T.T.D should guard against overselling its priced darshan tickets so that people with no means or opportunity to afford them are not too inconvenienced by opting for the sarvadarshan. Thirdly, the moneyed darshan tickets entitle the pilgrim to three laddoos and many purchase the tickets solely for the laddoos while securing darshan by other means. This means that there is a falsely inflated demand for tickets thereby disadvantaging those that seek them for genuine reasons. If the T.T.D were to consider decoupling the sale of laddoos or at least to ensure that the laddoos are not granted without having demonstrated the use of tickets for their originally intended purpose, those that can afford them should be in a better position to purchase tickets in advance. If the temple authorities can afford electronic fingerprinting and ubiquitous baggage scanners, I am quite sure they are equal to such a task as well. Finally, some of us were prevented from entering the temple because of our attire. Apparently, the temple administration in its infinite wisdom forbids entrance to those in half-pants while trousers and dhotis are acceptable. The Guruvayoor temple administration's well-advertised policy that prevents trousers and half-pants altogether makes for better comprehension. Nonetheless, while one ignorant of the significance behind such a restrictive policy is in no position to question or complain, it is not beyond reason to hope that the administration voices its rules loud and clear at all points of entry to the temple. We were informed of this only when one of the security guards found frisking my brother and me decidedly easy for lack of trousers worn. His refusal to allow us in cost us a good four hundred positions in the queue.

It is a matter of concern that while the majority of the pilgrims are required to account for their darshan either monetarily or by effort and time, the temple authorities still find it expedient to grant free "special" access into the sanctum sanctorum to individuals parading as "V.I.Ps" by claiming nexus to those in elevated positions in government, bureaucracy or industry. It must be said though that the Tirumala temple is not unique in such extraordinary dispensations and this is probably true of all places of worship in India.

It is hoped that this plaintive is viewed objectively and understood that our experience is representative of the scores of pilgrims that the temple plays host to every day. I am sure the administration has attended to a number of policies that have easened up the hassles each of us is subjected to over the years but this little episode that I lived through only goes to show how much more is needed of the T.T.D. The faith and conviction that so many of us have in the deity at the Tirumala temple and the numerous pains and complications we suffer through to partake of a few seconds of darshan deserves at least a little more respect than is accorded to us now.

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